Date:	2006-02-05 02:59
Subject:	Very Interesting Night...
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Mood:	exhausted

So tonight was very interesting...

So I come home from Connecticut then come to Manda's house, and the guys are here and Justine and her friend too... Oh yea Rachel too... We all hung out here then I talked to Spenser and he was all messed up, and said he got jumped and I was freaking out because he said he was bleeding and what not...

So we all get together and try to find these kid's so the guys can kick their asses but we weren't to sucessful in that... Wish we were though because those kids deff. deserve to get their asses kicked!!!

Crazy times..

Kim i was glad to see you tonight!!! Missed you!!

Well I am heading to bed, i'm exhausted.

Later days...

Happy Birthday Boo Boo!!

So things have been going good lately, nothing to really complain about cept the fact that I need to start going to the gym, and I can deff. tell I need it.

So las night was amazing! Manda and I went to TacoHut, no one was there so we headed over to Giovani's where everyone was. I had a good time, everyone had us laughing it was funny! Me and Manda played a shooting game and kicked ass... lol!

Fiddle: Did i just break the seat?

HAHA, that was too funny!

Once we left Giovani's because the lady told us we had to leave soon, me and Manda went to Friendly's. No one was there yes but were hoping they all came. So us to just ate and then everyone else showed up. GOOD TIMES!! Me, Manda, and Marco drew a picture of Dinker, it was a classic, HAHA! Then once we left we were all standing outside and Joe chased me around the parking lot, and Marco was playin some music and I tried to two step. HAHA! Didnt work out to well to tell ya the truth.

So it was an overall good nigth, cept for the fact of feeling like shit on the way home and when I got to Manda's but I am feeling fine now so its all good.

Well I am off to go get ready for class.

Later days...

Date:	2006-01-22 09:19
Subject:	Thats almost two days
Security:	Public
Mood:	exhausted

So this weekend was great, different then other weekends but sill great.

I worked Friday till 9 then I went home to get clothes then head out to my aunts house, and I was home for about 10 minutes if that and who comes through the door... MU NIECE!! (with her mother of course)I was soo happy to see her. She has been sick lately and was in the hospital last week so its good to see she is getting better. She was a little cranky at first but she cheered right up when she got her cookies and her toys!! I love my little princess!! I wasa upset I couldnt stay with her longer because I had to head out but the time spent with her was well enjoyed!! So when I got to my aunts house she was still awake and we watched Numbers then heaaded to bed around 11ish.

Woke up bright and early Saturday becasue my aunt seems to feel the urge to wake me about an hour after she does and she wakes up around 630ish, 7 if I am lucky. So before I could shower my aunt sent me to the store, then I come home and she makes me peel her potatos, once I was finished with that I hopped in the shower. When I got out people were already beginning to arrive for the day. We had a huge bonfire with a buncha people and really good food, it was an awesome time! Saw some people I havent seen in a while and met some new people. Manda, Boo Boo, and Rob were there with me all day then Cindy and her friend Liz showed up later, hope all you guys had fun!! It was an overall awesome time.

Manda: He worked 19 hours yesterday

Me: Thats alsmot two days

Manda: Two days Jyton
Good times Manda!! I'm not all there all the time...

And today I am working 12-6:30, then going home and hittin the sack early becasue I school in the morning. Something I am not looking forward to at all, ohh wells though I gotta deal with it.

But I am off to head home then head to work

later days...

Date:	2006-01-17 12:44
Subject:	I dont know what is wrong with me..
Security:	Public
Mood:	sick

So I woke up at 4:20 this morning and threw up, it was gross.. and I woke up again around 6:30ish right before I brought Manda to work and threw up once again. I'm not to sure what is wrong with me but its not any fun. I brought Manda to work and I thought I was feeling better but then as soon as I came back to her house and layed down for about 10 minutes I found myself running to the bathroom yet again. tell me about a bad morning.. just when I think I am fine b/c I lay down and sleep for about an hour or so I woke up to a text, and once I finished readind it I was right back into the bathroom. such a BAD morning.. that was the last time I upchucked, and I'm still holding strong... my tummy feels a little queesy(not to sure on the spelling of that) but I think I might be fine if I just eat something, but who knows.

On top of all this I have work at 4:15 which sucks royally. I'm gunna go in there and tell them that I have been throwing up the majority of the morning and I came into work so I didnt have to call out but if I throw up at all while I'm at work I'm going home. if they have a problem with it thats to bad because I probably should be calling out but I'm nice and I am deciding to go in so they are not short any cashiers. why I am deciding to be nice to them today is beyond me, becasue I never get treated good over there its always me who gets shafted on things, and it sucks but they could care less. the only reason I'm going in is because Scott is supervising and I dont want to leave him short handed with cashiers, so if I show up for at least a little while then it wnt be as bad, who knows I might be feelings better by then, but I'm hoping I dont so I have an excuse to go home.

As for other things going on in my life, ehhh they could be better but as of now I'm not going to worry about things. its a new year and theres going to be a new me. I am not going to care what others think about me, not like i really do now neways but w/e... I am going to be stronger when it comes to things, I wont let little things bother me, and I wont be stuck on one person and dred the things that happen between us or that dont happen between us, i'm done looking for guys, I am just going to focus on school and work, but mainly school and if a guy comes along so be it, i'm not bending over backwards to find one or be with neone, it just doesnt seem worth it to me nemore. I wish I would have been this way sooner b/c it really would have helped alot these past two weeks or soo.. ohh wells theres a start for everything right. and my new life and new ways are just beginning, lets see how this goes...

Well I dont really have much more to say at this moment except for the fact that I am glad I have such good friends.. you guys always know how to put a smile on my face and what not, and I always know I can count on you guys whether it be for just a talk or for nething else at that matter.. you guys all know who you are and you guys are all the BEST!! especially you Manda you have been there for me through thick and thin for 11 years and counting, you mean the world to me and nothing ill ever change that.. and like we have talked about before me, you, Kim always seem to find eachother again no matter what shit happens between the 3 of us. there were times when me and Kim hated eachother and shit got crazy but now look were friends again, maybe not as close as we use to be way way in the day but were slowly gettin there.. I still feel as if i can talk to her about things and she wont say nething to anybody.. theres very few girls i trust out there and Manda your number one and to be honest with you Kim your the 2nd. besides the girls in my family you 2 are the only girls I really got. I love you both and know that we will remain friends no matter what.. thank you both for everything you have ever done for me!!

later days everyone...

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!!!

hope everyone has a good holiday, best wishes to all of you!!!

i guess i was a good girl this year b/c i got a laptop for Christmas!! lucky me, soo happy!!

well i'm at grammas now and gettin ready to eat so i will update later..

later days

I LOVE WHEN SOMEONE WHO IS SUPPOSED TO BE YOUR FRIEND TELLS SOMEONE SHIT YOU DONT WANT ANYONE TO KNOW. IF YOU WANTED PEOPLE TO KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE TOLD THEM YOURSELF, RIGHT? SO MUCH FOR PROMISES THOUGH, BECASUE IT SEEMS LIKE SOME PEOPLE CANT KEEP THEM.

I'm pretty sure "you" will know this is about you and if you do then your fucked up and you wonder why your friends get pissed at you.. why dont you learn from this and stop fucking shit up and pissin people off.

later days...

Date:	2005-12-18 07:42
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	exhausted

Remind me again on why I insist on staying up till wee hours of the morning when I have work early the next day... I'm working on 4 1/2 hours of sleep and I am sooo exhausted. It was a good night though so it was well worth it...

This weekend has been fun but isnt quite over yet :)... so far it's been filled with awesome people and great laughs, the kinda things that always seem to get my mind off of things. so thank you to everyone who was at Mandas house this weekend and that i will prolly see tonight. :)

Well Friday night I thought I was scheduled till 930 and I go in and I'm there till 10, kinda pissed me off because I wanted to get to Mandas house where everyone else was already at. good thing we were slow becasue Kathy ended up letting me go home at 925,she's the best!! So we all wanted pizza so I call Dugout on my way home and order pizza, i get it and i'm like ok how am i going to carry both these in the house plus the soda in my back seat and the chips, so manda comes out to help me and everyone was soo excited when the food arrived. i'll have to admit so was i though, i as craving pizza all night since thats wat me and manda talked about all day!! the rest of the night consisted of games like usual, we played cranium and my team sucked (lol we were pretty bad Manda). mostly everyone left at 12ish that night for some odd reason, but Manda, Kim, Chris, Joe, and me were all left there, and played some more games then all passed out, it was a good night!

Saturday was another night of fun... i worked once again but only till 4:15, then i headed home talked with mom for a few played with my niece and took a shower then headed over to Mandas house where some people were hangin out watching The 40 Year Old Virgin, good movie choice guys! we all chit chatted for a while and then Dave went and pick up Spencer and some gurls, and we all just hung around at mandas house then some drama started it was pretty funny actually. some gurls are just so stupid. well all these gurls left then the rest of us were just hanging out chit chatting and fooling around. Dink and Kyle left about 12:20ish which left Me, Manda, Kim, Chris, Jaron, Spencer, Sterly, and Stef, but slowly people began to leave, but then Mike C and Jay came over. I ended up bringin Spencer, Jaron, and Stef home around 1:30ish i beleive maybe a little later, then went back to Mandas went online for a few then passed out.. it was a great night once aain!!

Right now I am about to go home and get ready for work, i gotta be in at 9 :( it sucks, i just wish one of these weekends i would have a day off but i dont see that happening anytime soon. i hate havin to wake up early the next morning after a late night with all us just hangin out and what not.. I'm a trooper though so i hang in there.. sometimes.

Well tonight should be another good night if plans fall through. we are all supposed to go to Hooters tonight to watch some paperview thingy, should be an interesting time..

Well i'm running a lil late so i'm heading out..

later days....


I wish I knew what to say and the right time to say it... :(

Date:	2005-12-15 12:09
Subject:
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Mood:	aggravated

so its been some time i know, but i have been very busy lately with school and work so i gots an excuse..

can someone plase let me know how i always manage to mess things up in everything i do these days.. or as a matter of fact ALL the time?? if anyone has an answer for me please let me know, i'm open to all responses!!

well these past few weeks have been quite hectic and stressful.. i have SOO much christmas shopping left to do and like no money and no time, school is not endin fast enough i just wish it was over now, i'm not looking forward to the finals there gunna be tough... :( wish me luck everyone i sure will need it!!

ok so according to a certain someone me and manda are boring, this coming from someone whose supposed to be our friend.. kinda made us feel shitty seeing as how we were at a little get together and she was there for like 5 minutes said it was boring and left then got mad at us.. some reason that doesnt seem to make sense in my book... and now everything has gone downhill and it seems to be my fault and i'm bein told i'm not a good friend, ok if you say soo. its ur opinion i guess... and will someone please tell me why its a all necessary to lie to those who are supposed to be ur friends b/c this certain sumone (lets call her "friend C" as she would say) ha sbeen liein to me alot lately but then seems to deny it when i know the truth so theres no hiding it.. well the whole situation is prety LAME (in mandas words) haha!! so grow up stop lying and just tell the fuckin truth, and maybe things will change.. y anever know!!

well i am going to study for this HUGE practical i have today at 2:00...

later days...

Date:	2005-03-27 19:23
Subject:	HAPPY EASTER!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	energetic

HAPPY EASTER!!

well today was a good day, ate bunches of food ad saw so many awesome friends and family!! grams house wasnt as packed this year like it is every other year, not everyone was there like previous years. we still had a good time though, watched minority report and just hung around and ate food, good times.

THANX GRAM FOR ALL THE GREAT FOOD!!

well last night i went to the movies and saw The Ring 2 with David it was a good movie not as good as i thought it was gunna be though, thanx Dave i had fun!! Nicole i never called you back b/c i fell asleep then woke up and got ur messages and was like well i'm not gunna call b/c its to late and plus you said you couldnt go neways.. ohh wells there will be plenty of other times i guess..

this weekend was a good weekend i guess had sum fun but got scared shitless on Friday night wen i was in the woods and sum lady came runnin after my friends so they jumped in my car and we were out.. good times thanx guys, luv yas!!

well i'm gunna go mingle with mandas family at her aunts house before we get ready to leave, later days!!

ohh man the drama never ends in my life!!

well i just found out my cuzin and his girlfriend broke up after about 2 or 3 years of being together and living with one another, not something i wanted to hear b/c i lked her well actually loved her she was like par of the family and was always there for me, now who knows wen i will see her again b/c she lives in New York with her mom and not down here in Westfield nemore.. it sucks because we were close but hopefully she'll come visit or i can take a roadtrip out there to see her b/c im gunna miss her not bein around, :( well Re i lve you and miss u already!!!

well Justin and Becky (my brother and his gurl) are supposed to move out at the end of this month but i dont se that happening so i will just have to wait even longer to move to the basement, i been waiting for SOOO long but hey wats another couple months righ, i shoulda known they wouldnt move out netime soon, they have no money and plus they wont survive on their own, thats my opinion neways. who knows though maybe they would be better off out on their own, but its Jordyn i'm worried about b/c their sooo mssy and dirty that i dont want Jordyn to have to deal with that shit. hopefully they will b a lil cleanier and healthier oncce they move out on their own. well i've come to a conclusion that Becky has taken some of my clothes and just wont admit to it and its really pissin me off b/c i've paid good money for things that are missing. one day i am goin to catch her wearing them and then shes screwed b/c i will be soo pissed and flip out.. i just dont understand how clothes just disappear.. i mean if ur gunna wear suttin of mine let me know then fuckin give it back.. i always give her shit back, its jus fuckin annoyin going to look for suttin to wear and u wanna wear sutin and its fucking gon and u tear ur house apart along with tearing ur 2 friends houses apart and u find nuttin, then u look in ur car and ur families house and till nuttin, just dont understand where the shit could have gone. uhh i'm sick of this fucking bullshit!!

you know i just dont understand how i try my hardest to be nice to people and still i get fucked over.. soo much bullshit happens to me. i mean i treat people nicley unless they treat me like shit first and and i still get the shit end of the stick, once again i jus dont understand. and another thing why cant people just stay outta my life and my bussiness, its soo fuckin annoying to have people i barely talk to or barely know become part of the shit i do, and even for people i do know to get into my business just leave me alone if i wanted u to know shit i would tell u!!

uhh i'm jus soo frustrated and shit, and i ben soo stressed out from work and jus other things that have been going on i just had to vent a little bit but now i'm gunna head home to shower and get ready to go so see ya for now.. later days!!

Date:	2005-03-17 13:56
Subject:	Happy St. Patty's Day!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	bitchy

UHH i'm soo bored just sittin here in 7th period at skool and i just finished a test/quiz not to sure what it was but i think i did awful on it, ohh wells!! well i jus seen a fight between 2 gurls, its pretty bad but watever.

I HATE OMAR!! (said by Kenyon!!) lol love you hun...

neways, things have been going aight i guess not much to complain about. skools goin aight 2 more months and i'm out, i cant wait. work is still work both busy and tiring. dance is goin aight missed the past few weeks because i havent been feeling good and b/c i went and got my nails done. i cant wait till recital its gunna be fun because i get to walk on my hands this year, it should be fun!!

HAPPY ST PATTYS DAY EVERYONE!!! not one of the greatest days but oh wells, we have no scool tomorrow!

uhh i just hate how some people will tell their side of the story to people and be all pissed off at me without talkin to me about it first, great friends huh. then they will sit their and say stuff about how they know who their real friends are, its all bullshit. i'm jus soo sick of highskool drama, its all baby shit, honestly jus grow up!!

Well its about time I updated this damn thing seeing as how i've been getting yelled at for the longest about not having nething new written in here, so here you go guys...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!! Well Valentines Day officially sux in my book, b/c I never seem to have anybody to share it with. Some people would say say its just another day just like all the others, and I guess in a way they are right. It kinda sux though walking around in scool or just out and about on this day and all you see are couples holding hands and what not, and you see all these people giving and recieving gifts. Then you think to urself and say I wish I had sumone right about now (well thats wat I say to myself neways). Then on the other hand I guess its good to be single because your free with no strings attached to anyone or anything, but at the same time Its always good to have sumone there to hold you and count on to always be there.. but hey at this point thats why I have such great friends, they always seem to do that to me, i'm always cuddling with them and there ALWAYS there for me no matter what, I know i can always count on them for anything and everything. thannx guys I love you all!!!

"I'm having a fight with the blanket and its winning" Car ur soo damn cute I love you!!

Man you have a tin tin how funny is that!! haha, you guys are twins, but hey you dont take as much time to do yours, seeing as how you jus got up and BOOM there was tin tin!! haha I love you hunnie!!

I got yelled at by Nicole for NOOO reason!! this is how it went..

We were all joking around and I kept telling Nicole to walk home because she was being mean to me, GRRR!! So then I was like "Ohh its because your sick huh" and she yelled "Yea its because i'm sick Jyton" with this major attitude, so I shut up for a whole 10 minutes lol because I said I wasnt gunna talk for the rest of the day because I didnt wanna get yelled at anymore, but hey that didnt work because I can never stay quite for that long, so 10 minutes is my record!! GO ME, yea i'm deff. a dork, gotta love me though!!

Ok well this weekend was awesome, had some good times!! I spent the whole weekend at Mandas house with the best people. Friday night it was me, Manda, and Antonio just bummin around here till we decided to go get Joey and head to Dennys. Dennys was good I got soo much food, it was great.. thanx Derek!! When we were at Dennys Ben randomly text Manda and told us to go get him, so after Dennys we went and got Ben then headed to go see mom, then headed back to Mandas house where all the fun began!! Snuggles looked awfully cute all patriotic, I must say. Then Ben passed out in Mandas chair with some mighty cool glasses on, then I started falling asleep while watching Napolean Dynamite with Joey, Manda, and Antonio. Around like 4:25ish I had to bring Joey home then I got a text from Ben at abot 6:30 telling me to bring him home, GRR I was soo tired that night it was unbelievable. Worked sucked that day, but after work I headed back to Mandas house for another awesome night!!!

Round 2, "Your not winning this time" (Car talking to the blanket once again, guess she thinks its not winning this time) youre awesome hun!!

Well i'm going to make myself suttin to eat so I will talk to you all later.. Love you all!!!!

Date:	2005-01-17 01:24
Subject:	dont even get me started
Security:	Public
Mood:	annoyed

well today started off good and then everything went downhill.. I thought tonight was gunna be fun because I was going to a show with a great group of friends but it didnt turn out the way I wanted it too. the show was fun I saw some great people perform like Ben, Preston, Chris, Brendon, Moge, Greg, and Jay you guys were all awesome!! Preston i'm glad u got me into going I had a great time, and it got me to see wat everything was about at Cabot St, seeing as how it was my first time there, thanx hunnie!! well we hit up Dennys after the show, and well thats where I got really upset and pissed off because all I did was get attitude for NO reason at all, yea that really set me off, plus I had to sit at a table in which I didnt want to because the people there, but hey ya know nobody else cared.. ohh wells I cant do nething about it now. watever I jus wish things could have went ALOT better, but hey ya know nuttin ever goes my way.. well i'm gunna go and lay down and watch a movie with Nicole and Mike.. nighty night love yas!!

Date:	2005-01-09 02:33
Subject:	the sickness is FINALLY gone!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	hungry

well i havent really been up to much other then being curled up on my couch since monday night, b/c i was sick and it was awful!! i went to skool monday and didnt go for the rest the week along with work, i was barely able to get off that couch and thats why i didnt move till friday afternoon and that was only b/c i had to go get suttin for mom while she was at work. i'm feeling much much better now though, went to work today and was fine, went out after work and was fine, so i'm doin aight still dunno wat was wrong with me. the doctors swore there was nuttin wrong with me even though i had swollen glands and was barely able to swallow, i swear they get paid for knowing a lot less then they should, them bastards!!

well my birthday is in 6 days and i'm excited, finally gunne be 18!! still not sure wat i'm doin yet but i'm sure i'm figre suttin out, auntie Kim wont be here for me to do nethin in her backyard so if nethin happens it will have to be the following weekend. who knows though i jus wanna have fun, maybe my friends will do suttin nice for me who knows guess its all jus gunna come one day at a time, and i'll be suprised wen the day gets here, hopefully its a good suprise.

other then those 2 things, things have been goin good lately, i havent got much to complain about really. lifes finally workin itself back onto track with things and how they should be. christmas and new years eve was good this year, i got a celly for christmas i was happy, i also got a new bracelet and necklace along with bunches of clothes from moms, i liked everythin i got this year, no complaints. i spoiled manda this year, well thats wat everyone told me at least and i didnt agree with them.. i jus said its b/c she's my best friend so i can do that kinda thing wen it comes to present times, like christmas and birthdays!! hehe i love you man!!

well i'm off to bed i've had a long night, i'll keep ya'll posted.. nighty night!!

Date:	2004-12-19 11:03
Subject:	and yet another sleep over!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	sick

Well last night we had another sleep over here at Mandas house it was a good time, hangin out with sum of the best peoples!! thanx guys for making my night better, love ya all!!

Friday night i worked till 10 but didnt get out till about 10:30ish which sucked, but i wasnt feeling good so i stopped home and mom askedme to go to walmart so i picked up Manda, Cindy, and Nicole and we all went to walmart. it was a fun time!! Manda hows ur foot feeling? and all the people smiling at you really thinking you were crippled, HAHAHA!! those pictures are gunna be soo cute, "the crippled crew". well after walmart we went back to go see Mandas mom at work but on the way there i was talkin to Craig and he told me he was at Anthony's whch is right across the street from Mandas moms job, and he told me to go in there to see him so guess wat us gurls went!! Cindy opened the door like she was gunna go in then jus turned around so the bouncer dude was like wats the matter u scared to go in Cndy was like no its jus my first time so he goes follow me and we all went in.. i went and found Craig and talked to him for a lil while then we left went across the street got orders for mcd's and dunkin donuts and went to go get food. we met Craig at dominos jus to say hi and see if he wanted to sleep at Mandas house but he was gin to drop people off at home and by the tim i called him back he was sleepin, or close to it so he didnt.. :( so we headed back home and all jus hung around, it was a good gurls night out, thanx ladies!!

i worked all day saturday then went home and then picked Manda and Nicole up and we headed to the mall to pick up CIndy from work. while we were there we did a lil christmas shopping, and had a lil fun in best buy!! "can I have this monkey Bill" why do you want that? :b/c its cute please!!" i dont care jus take it.. "thanx Bill" haha its ABU from ALadin!! then we gave him Nicoles number and guess wat he called her that night!! and you didnt even want us to get it or give urs to him Nicole wat were you thinkin, lol. well after the mall we hit up taco bell then stop and shop and saw saw Antonio so he came over mandas too.. then i went told my mom i was sleepin over mandas then we all ended up at mandas house for another sleep over!! good times guys, thanx again.

well i'm headin home i gotta go get ready for work, later days!!